Every so often everything catches up to me and I can't help but go into thought. I think constantly about my business, if it will ever become something more than an idea. I dream about all it can become and know that it has what it takes, but just needs the right push. I know that I have come such a long way and it's only been a year, but it is very difficult to stay motivated when all you do is work and see little in outcomes.
I think about love and why at the age of 30 I still haven't found the person I want to spend my life with. I wonder if I ever will. I look forward to the day that I find someone I can go for a run with and talk to about any and everything. For a long time, as much as I said I was ready, I am not quite sure I was. I have to admit, I have had a great time being single, doing what I like, traveling, working as much as I want and not having to worry about what I am doing. However, I am slowly beginning to want more. I see my niece and she makes me want more, she makes me want a family. I just can't help but wonder...will I ever find it?
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